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Nov. 2nd, 2008 | 10:24 pm
mood: exhausted exhausted

I've lost more weight.

I'm almost back to where I started. Once I hit my goal, I'm getting my tattoo. I'm excited.

In the middle of a restraint at work yesterday, Tanya (boss) looks at me while holding the girl's arm, and I'm on her legs. She'd asked me earlier to cover Sunday, when I agreed, she said, "So Alix, can we talk about you going back to full time?" and smiled at me. I told her I'd be willing to think about grabbing Sunday mornings, maybe if I can do 9-3:30pm. THAT way, I'd be getting 34.5 hours a week, and I'd be fulltime. I just can't see myself getting up at 5:30am to get in for 7:30am after working until 11pm the night before.

Work has consumed me.

I'm going to have my mom check my Peace Corps. application over, and I'm going to call the head office to send in my college transcript. I have my three recommendations sent in, and wrote my personal essays, and I fit the criteria. I guess it all depends on them. I'd LOVE to do it, but who knows. I doubt my ability to get in... meh. I also applied to gamestop for an assistant manager position. I doubt I'd get that, either. But it can't hurt me to apply, you know? What do I lose by applying.

Regardless. I finally got my period after six months of not. Doctor says I have some disorder where I don't ovulate like normal women. I don't produce eggs monthly like other women do. I'm one in 10% of all women who are like that. I'm an oddity. I have such a weird body. Anyways, I may not be able to have kids then, or some shit like that... which makes me sad. Whatever. Not to stress now, single anyways, and I will be forever. I just don't know where to go to meet boys. Or how to meet boys... I don't want to do the internet thing D:

I GIVE UP D: !!!


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From: superpsychology
Date: Nov. 3rd, 2008 05:15 am (UTC)

I feel like everyone I know applied, haha. My friend just got hired, which was why I put in an application.

I agree about calling though. I definitely think we do have quite a bit in common. And a lot of it going on now.

If you're on MSN, I can give you my number.

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