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May. 19th, 2009 | 11:04 pm

So, I'm posting.

Why? I'm not too sure.

Good news first, I got the transfer at work, meaning that rather than being stressed out for the rest of my life, I'm working in a facility that's mostly for independent living, with only six girls, at most four being there at any given time. No restraints, no behavior like that. It'd be astounding. I beat out a few others for it too, apparently, although my reasoning is that they only hired me for it because they won't have to train a new staff, and they hate me at the other place. Regardless, I'm grateful.

I'm also leaving the Body Shop. I handed in my two-weeks today, because I'll be full-time at my other job, and the best part IS that I'll have Thursday, Friday, and Saturday OFF. That's fucking astounding, can you imagine? It's beautiful. So that's the deal with that. Nothing fascinating.

I vented to Kevin the other night about being horribly frustrated about the fact that I'm alone, and not just because people won't date me, but because I've isolated myself entirely. I've done this to myself. It sucks. Hopefully I'll be able to start going out more, with the opening of my weekends. But still... I've done this. I hate that I have, and I feel like I'm unable to find someone on my own. It's almost as though I feel stunted in my social growth, and I have no idea how to meet people. I just blindly hope someone sets me up and it works. Which, of course, hasn't happened. But I still hope. And that's a silly thing to do. But hey, what else can I do?

I'm sick of posting... I do have Anime Boston coming up, and lots of friends to see there =) that'll be fun, and a nice, highly-needed break, given I worked quite a long week.

And that's it... dunno what else to say.

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